I feel too lucky to be a model I feel it’s unfair I’m so lucky I feel it’s so unfa

I feel too lucky to be a model I feel it’s unfair I’m so lucky I feel it’s so unfair that I’m stupid I feel I’m stupid of thinking it’s great I feel I have too much freedom I feel it’s unfair I have much more freedom then all my neighbors and friends I feel it’s probably wrong, cause it’s too good to be true. I feel I might be blinded or missing something out. I feel what is worthy should be damn hard But I know it’s only commun thinking and that thinking isn’t based on an emotional and human life, but on a performance life. I allow myself to do things at my paste: Before I personally thought I was #retarded of not following people around me cause I needed much more time to process all the emotions of the people surrounding me and of my jobs. I needed way too much time for myself compare to the others. Now, I have it and it’s hard to appreciate it cause I feel I don’t deserve it. It’s harder to accept you are where you wanted to be all your life long then to accept to not be exactly where you should!!! Cause then you have no excuses to not be happy! I’m getting there, please don’t worry…. :) Image next to me are the ones of my favorite Hindu goodness, #sarawati She’s my personal inspiration/coach I tend to follow the goodnesses instead of following humans. #life #modellife #modeljob #modelingreflexion #bestjob #timeonyourown #noexcuses #artnudemodel #modelquote #quote #lifecycle #rest #philosophy #deserveit #selfie #artnudemodelselfie #godness -- source link

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