mastersslutslave: The drop… I have been on 7 weeks of edging without being able to cum, I won’t have
mastersslutslave: The drop… I have been on 7 weeks of edging without being able to cum, I won’t have release without My Master’s permission, not ever, not in any way. I knew that my release would come, I knew that He would give me the direction to Cum and that it would be like a dam wall breaking that it would be intense, and overwhelming, I was not wrong, it was all that and more. I also knew that I would have a drop, we had talked in advance about it, I had expressed my fears and that I was worried about the outcome, My Master had assured me that He would be right there with me, that He would catch me and not let me fall. What neither of US expected was the completeness of the drop, I fell and I fell hard, I cried throughout the entire session, I couldn’t help it, the tears simply poured down my face, then once I was sated, there was no stopping them, I lost all ability to communicate reasonably, I could only manage one or two words. I felt an overwhelming sense of loneliness, of longing and needing, a sense almost of loss, and yet I had lost nothing at all. My Master was brilliant, He held me, He kept me close, He supported me, kept saying “talk to me, tell me what you are feeling, please let me help you.” He knew that I couldn’t possible put my emotions into adequate words or description, so we have since spoken about the emotions and the feelings that I was having, in order to be ready for the next time. I have had drops before, but nothing like this, nothing as emotional as this, the past drops have been more a feeling of failure, this was a feeling of need deep, deep need, a need to be OWNED truly and completely like never before. For someone who has been so very independent that is a scary and yet exhilarating reality. -- source link