denial-switch: silly-idea: Sitting on a work call with a plug in my ass earlier.. I think this sums
denial-switch: silly-idea: Sitting on a work call with a plug in my ass earlier.. I think this sums up my feelings!I felt very conflicted. I found it hard to process talking work while like that. I felt slutty and owned. Feeling slutty is a mixed feeling for me. I feel like it’s a bad thing. Like I’m bad for being a slut. But also it turns me on. It is something that I am being trained to accept and I know I need to work on it.This was not easy for me x You’re making so much progress to realizing it’s not bad. It’s good and proud. Think of how much easier this will be when you truly believe that. -- source link