ceresleigh:someone commented on my last post saying something like “U been working out? Looking bett
ceresleigh:someone commented on my last post saying something like “U been working out? Looking better” NOPE. just nope. Nope nope nope nope NOPE. I have not been working out. Don’t ever comment on someone’s body weight when they haven’t asked your opinion. I am not “looking better” than a previous weight. I am looking healthy and happy. But I am not losing weight. and i don’t need to do so in order to “look better” or to be happy. I’m tubby and fine as hell The reality of my life right now is this: anxiety and BPD rule my actions, reactions and lifestyle. The energy I do have goes to therapy and coping with panic attacks and episodes of extreme discomfort. When i’m finished with all of that, I hardly have enough energy to do anything, let alone vigorously exercise to shed the weight I am gaining. I go for walks and try to keep my body moving (it is extremely beneficial to get exercise when one has a diagnosis of BPD) but that’s about it. That being said, I am working towards going to the gym, however I will be going to the gym to further work on my mental health NOT TO LOSE WEIGHT SO YOU LIKE LOOKING AT ME MORE. When I go the the gym, I get panic attacks because leaving the house is really hard for me. And I’m not motivated enough to workout alone at home. So I will be working on desensitizing the gym and desensitizing the feelings that come up while I’m at the gym. so to conclude: I’m tubby and fine as hell #softceres #suicidegirls #bopo #bodypositivity #mentalhealth #bpd #bpdproblems #altgirl #girlswithtattoos -- source link