humiliation-drawings:JimThis is one of my favorite positions though admittedly the cane isn’t my
humiliation-drawings: Jim This is one of my favorite positions though admittedly the cane isn’t my cup of tea; I prefer the wooden spoon because she can get into all the nooks and crannies with it. Spread open while bent over the ottoman or coffee table is so deliciously vulnerable. I especially like/hate having my erect penis pointed backwards so that I can’t stimulate myself during the spanking. I’ll try to rub against the soft towel and though it feels a little bit good against the top side of my penis, it isn’t nearly enough to make me squirt. I wish I would and could just spontaneously ejaculate when I am like this. I try so hard to will it to happen but it just won’t come out. I imagine that it will feel wonderful but I know that it will be unsatisfying and so humiliating. She would be able to see me pumping and witness my little dribble ooze out. But it doesn’t happen except for the clear, slippery, pre-cum that slowly drips out making it look like my penis is crying. The frustration combined with the bee stings she is creating on my bottom leaves me broken and whimpering in pain and despair. I am disturbed that this is one my happiest places and when I am there, I never want it to end. -- source link