Sooooo, lemme tell you somethin. I was with a boy who never really loved me. He loved his environmen
Sooooo, lemme tell you somethin. I was with a boy who never really loved me. He loved his environment and circumstance. When I look back onto the entire relationship of six years all I see is him dragging his heels. Him looking disheartened whenever I suggested doing more than leaving the room where he felt comfortable. When I look back I tried so hard to give him everything that I could to help our relationship flourish. I literally filled his cup until it overflowed. In doing so I lost myself. I found that I had become entirely detached from what I needed because I spent all of my time trying to further what I thought we needed. I’m so angry. I’m angry with him for wasting my time. I’m angry with myself for transitioning from a confident, full of sass, driven, strong, brave and independent woman to something that I don’t even recognise anymore..not even in the mirror because I’m scared to look there. I lost most of my hair because I didn’t brush it. I couldn’t look at myself anymore. My mother just had to comb through it for weeks, months, just to find that there wasn’t much even left. So I suppose the easiest way to describe what happened to my relationship was with what happened to that of my hair. Let me finally just add. If you doubt something, don’t let it pass. The doubt is there for a reason. Don’t let someone take advantage of you. Don’t let anyone make you believe you’re anything less than ordinary. DO NOT SETTLE. https://www.instagram.com/p/BsJZvMjgHlm/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=4i2849vxpjy9 -- source link