I feel so fucking huge. I keep body checking every few days and nothing is getting smaller. I’
I feel so fucking huge. I keep body checking every few days and nothing is getting smaller. I’m so devastated when I look in the mirror, but I know it’s because I don’t eat well enough or exercise enough and eat too much when I eat. I want to be small. I want to be so small I dissappear. I know I’m smaller than I was a few months ago but I’m not getting smaller fast enough. I want to fucking cry when I see this. I want to rip and cut off my fucking disgusting fleshy fat. I will never be where I want to be. -- source link