degradedsissy1:A great deal of what I read from sissies, transvestites and crossdressers seems to
degradedsissy1: A great deal of what I read from sissies, transvestites and crossdressers seems to involve stories of being forced to dress in feminine clothing by their mothers, and many attribute this as the cause of their crossdressing addictions. Whilst I am sure that this does occasionally occur, my instinct suggests that it is very rare and, in most cases a fantasy or some wishful thinking. Looking at this picture, how many of us did not wish to be in such a situation as boys -or at least fantasize about it in retrospect. Most mothers do not want their sons to be girls or to grow up as sissies. However, I believe that sometimes some subtle, unintended and/or isolated factors involving factors can play a role. In my case, my father was often away from home for weeks at a time due to work and was usually too tired to spend much time with me when he was. As a consequence, I grew to be very close to my mother, and spent a great deal of time in her company, and that of her friends. This meant I was frequently in the company of women, discussing women’s things like clothes, fashion and all the things you read about in women’s magazines. Moreover, being of a relatively small build I was quite averse to rough boy games. This combined with the lack of male role models, I believe, caused me todos like the company of men or bots and to seek out the company of women and girls. Whether this was defining in defining my gender identification, and leading me to the crossdressing obsession that has dominated my life, I don’t know, but I’m sure it was a significant influence. The only things approaching crossdressing that I can recall at a very young age was being dressed in woolen tights under my shorts ob cold days at school. My mother insisted they were boys’ tights, but I do recall being picked on by other boys because of them. And there were two occasions where I had soiled my underpants and my mother made me wear some lace trimmed panties of my sister since all my underpants were in the wash. I do recall the intense self-consciousness I felt amongst other boys, knowing I was wearing girlie panties. Yet I do recall feeling, somehow, strangely a roused by it. Without recognizing the sexual nature of the feelings I was experiencing. The latter, whilst not intended by my mother, it am sure had done significant lasting influence on the evolution of my crossdressing impulses. Perhaps more so, was the sensation of sitting on my mother’ slap, and frequently on the laps of some of her younger, attractive female friends, and enjoying the warmth and soft friction of their stockinged legs against my own bare legs, as I listened to their conversations about girl things. It certainly beat getting blood noses from other boys, and gave me a fairly girlie outlook on life, I believe, I think it was memories of this that caused my to try on a pair of my mother’s stockings, together with the tight girdle and garter-straps they were attached to, at about the age of 9 or 10. I had long wondered what it felt like to women to be wearing these fascinating, tight, garments. Of course, that curiosity was not satisfied, for the sensation was so arousing, I did it again and again, as my curiosity spread to panties, bras, high heels, skirts… Moreover, the neighbor urns had a very attractive, leggy young daughter in her late teens who wore the tightest, shortest skirts with this new invention called pantyhose. I didn’t know it then, I was now well on my way to being the crossdresser lifestyle sissy I am today. I would love to hear from those of you that actually did have real experiences of being crossdressed by their mothers at a young age, the circumstances behind it, and whether and how this influenced your paths to transvestism or sissydom. I would also be keen to hear from others, who did not have such experiences, what factors, you think set you on the course to crossdressing. But please -real experiences, and your analysis of these experiences, only -not fantasies. -- source link