degradedsissy1:peppermintangel-tgirl:ellemenopoop:So majestic! <3THE SISSY CONUNDRUM It
degradedsissy1: peppermintangel-tgirl: ellemenopoop: So majestic! <3 THE SISSY CONUNDRUM It is hard to assume a manly persona at work, when most of the time you are dressed in ultra-girly things like this; when under your suit you are wearing pantyhose, panties, maybe even corsets; when at home and in public you are mincing about in stockings and corsets and high heels and skirts. It is hard to assume a manly persona at work when you last remaining connection, albeit a totally redundant one, to the manhood you wrongly assumed you would grow into is impotently and permanently locked into a steel chastity belt. Overtime you become completely immersed by an overwhelming sense of girlyness that sits uncomfortably with the manly persona you were conditioned from childhood into believing you would naturally evolve into and that you friends, family and associates aspect of you. Yet despite that externally imposed discomfort, there is a countervailing internal sense of comfort that the emasculated, limp-wristed nancy-boy mincing about in the most effeminate clothes imaginable, is who you really are. It is this tension that sits at the heart of the sissy’s sense of constant sexual agitation accompanied by its constant arousal by its own feelings of shame, weakness, submission and defeat. The sissy that is enveloped in these tensions will never escape them, but overtime accepts the reality that the tension of being openly sissy, with all its shame and social disapprobation,mis one that it can live with more easily than the tension of trying to be the man it has repeatedly failed so miserably to be. -- source link
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