Hey everyone!My name is Amy. I haven’t been active for a few years. It’s a bit odd logging on here a

Hey everyone!My name is Amy. I haven’t been active for a few years. It’s a bit odd logging on here and going through my blog, pretty much staring my childhood right in the face. As you can tell by my username, I was a HUGE Supernatural fan, along with Sherlock, Doctor Who, Marvel, and much much more. Like a lot of people, I would spend hours on here a day, so much that I made a whole blog just for when I hit post-limit because it happened that often. At my peak, I had about 500,000 followers, but that drastically dwindled. But anyway, the point of this post is just to give an update of my life because honestly, I’m pretty damn proud of how far I’ve come.I stopped actively blogging around my sophomore year of high school. At the time, I got my first boyfriend, joined a drum corps, got a job. Fast forward a year, I’ve had my first heartbreak and hit rock bottom. I was living with severe depression and felt as if I had no one. I poured myself into my schoolwork to distract myself from what was going on, and it paid off. I got accepted into a program at a local college that I would be a part of until graduation. I met my current boyfriend of 2 years, Andrew. I was selected to play numerous solos across the multiple musical organizations I was in. I graduated top of my class, not number one, but I was up there. And to make all my hard work worth it, I was accepted into my dream school, Lehigh University, and hardly have to pay anything due to multiple scholarships. I still suffer from depression and being away from home hasn’t really been helping, but I am still living. I can’t ask for more than that.If you actually read this far, you’re probably wondering what the point of this is. It’s pretty much just me finally accepting that I’ve done a hell of a job with my life. Maybe it sounds conceited, but for far too long I was scared to be proud of myself. I never thought I was enough, but as I look around, I see how many people think the same thing and it breaks my heart. I am proud of how far I’ve come and all that I’ve accomplished and if no one even reads this, I’m okay with that. After all these years, I can say that I am important, that I can do great things in life, and that I love me. -- source link

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