scarletsplace:Why is #MagicMarch so important to me? Why have I been so sad lately? Well, 3 years

scarletsplace: Why is #MagicMarch so important to me? Why have I been so sad lately? Well, 3 years ago on 3/7/2014 my crazy, fucked up life led me to myfreecams. I was a single mommy of 4 wonderful children and I was going through some really hard times. My father had passed away a few years ago and my mom passed away less than a year before I started camming. I had a great job in medical device sales, then HR sales but without the help of my mom, I could not afford the childcare needed to work and be a mommy! So a friend suggested I look into being a webcam model and directed me to MFC. My first night was on 3/7/2014 and I was so fucking nervous. After my mother passed away I lost a LOT of weight and was skinnier than I had ever been! So, I felt great about my body and was enjoying all the naughty fun!! Sadly my body has not stayed that way. I worked hard to keep the weight off but slowly it came back and then after going through 4 months of chemo for ovarian cancer, my body was officially FUCKED UP!!! I have been working so hard for a year, trying everything I can think of to lose weight but have not been having much luck. Health issues, family emergencies and other life challenges have made it tough but its never been this hard to lose weight. So, now I am getting ready to celebrate my 3 year CAMiversary and I remember how awesome my 1 year celebration was…it makes me kinda sad. March 2012 I was able to hit 22 MissMFC and CRUSH all of my goals…now I am at 1200MissMFC and can not hit a single goal. I guess it is because of my extra weight and loss of confidence but whatever it is I need to fix it! I want to thank my SR Family for being so supportive and INCREDIBLE the past 3 years, I am not sure what I would have done without each and every one of you. I am gonna celebrate my CAMiversary on Friday, 3/7/2014 and have a BLAST!! Lets make it awesome! With Love, Scarlet Scarlet is a wonderful human being, her strength is an inspiration. This world needs more people like her! -- source link
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