ravenamore:unpretty:unpretty:unpretty:punsbulletsandpointythings:unpretty:today at goodwill i found
ravenamore:unpretty:unpretty:unpretty:punsbulletsandpointythings:unpretty:today at goodwill i found a kirk/spock au where kirk is a lowly redshirtOkay no but this book.Do you know how fucking long I hunted for a copy of the first edition of this book? I can’t remember the specifics, it’s been ages since I read it, but in the first edition it had some line that was basically confirming Kirk/Spock that was removed after the first printing.oh my god are you telling me i found a piece of fandom history and i had no ideaI AM BACK AT GOODWILL AND IT’S STILL HERE AND IT’S A FIRST EDITION WITH GAY STUFF???? IT’S A DOLLAR?????? I’Mit starts out with wholesome hand-holding and boyfriends worrying about each otherthey’re in an au now and kirk is an angry ensign with a drug problem “being the top felt weird and wrong”SOMETHING STIRRED INSIDE HIMno matter the universe kirk can’t keep his shirt intactTHIS IS WHERE SHIT GETS REAL Y’ALL I CAN’TTHE MIND MELD IS BARELY EVEN A METAPHORKIRK WAS ASKING FOR ITaaaaaaaaaaahthis is the best dollar i have ever spent and yes that includes bearllionaireI’d heard about this as some sort of fandom urban legend - everyone heard about it, no one seemed to have hard copy. Nobody was sure if it was some unpublished fanfic, a first draft, vanity press, whatever.And it’s real. -- source link