petrovawinchesters:mymindpalaceisatardis:theangelthatfellfordean:decourf:camuizuuki:do you ever just
petrovawinchesters:mymindpalaceisatardis:theangelthatfellfordean:decourf:camuizuuki:do you ever just stop and thinkDean pulled himself out of his grave without any helplikehe trashed the coffin he was in and clawed his way back to the surfacelikewhat a BAMF is he?#what if john had him practice being buried alive thoughyOU STOP THAT#OH GOD NO #because John wouldn’t teach it the way Dean would teach it to Sam #he wouldn’t be persistent but gentle #he wouldn’t listen when Dean said he wasn’t ready yet #he wouldn’t give him a break when Dean started to have panic attacks #he’d tell him what to do and then throw him right in #he’d listen to Dean screaming and just say #’gotta learn to get yourself outta there dean’ #’I won’t always be there to do it for you’ #and if he thought Dean was actually suffocating #he’d pull him out #shake him off a little too hard #stare at the tears streaming down him cheeks and shake his head #’we’ll continue tomorrow’#walk away with disappointment in his eyes #and ignore the nightmares Dean started having every night after that #of himself at the bottom of a grave #with his father throwing dirt on him #smiling #happy to be rid of such a disappointment#can you tell I hate John Winchester? (x)FuuCKJust incase you haven’t already cried today -- source link