Piano was good. My teacher was really nice, just so laid-back and chill and I was able to relax a bi

Piano was good. My teacher was really nice, just so laid-back and chill and I was able to relax a bit. I honestly thought I was going to throw up beforehand. I wasn’t able to eat dinner before it and I had to take medication for my headache. My dad felt bad, he didn’t think I’d get nervous about it, he thought I was nervous about school. Which I am. Right now. Very nervous. Very, very nervous.I’m going to try and sleep, but it would honestly mean the world for some support over the next few days/this week. I’m just feeling super overwhelmed and my anxiety is driving me insane. I’m super worried about the social aspect, I’m not sure I’m going to be able to actually go to lunch and sit at a table. On difficult days, I usually hide in the bathroom.Aaah, yes, and here’s a selfie because even though everything feels awful, I’m trying to stay positive. I hope I can keep it on and let it become more and more real. I hope I make it through this difficult period of time and possibly come out stronger? The anxious part of me doesn’t believe in it right this second, but I know deep down I can find myself and use that as motivation.Okay, so super sleepy, I’m now just rambling. But leaving you as a very anxious Brielle…:/ xxx -- source link

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