kinkyminx:Good morning! Well I guess you can call it that, I haven’t slept yet. I’ve decided I nee
kinkyminx: Good morning! Well I guess you can call it that, I haven’t slept yet. I’ve decided I need one more recovery day, I’m still sore and bruised from this weekend’s derby and could use a day in bed and minimal clothing. I was up all night watching the Sci Fy channel and also thinking and reflecting. It’s odd to be in such a different place than I was a year ago: emotionally, mentally, physically. I don’t feel broken anymore. I don’t feel lost. I just feel like me… albeit I still sometimes feel like my body doesn’t match who I am, but it’s a healthy drive and not an obsession. It’s a balance of appreciation and determination. It’s recognizing what I did right, what I did wrong, and moving onward. I’ve been physically healthy before. I’ve never been as mentally healthy as I am now. I’ve never been as fit as I am now, appearance not relevant. I used to post photos because I needed the reassurance and external love. Now I just need to love, to lift, to skate, to fuck, and to breathe. It feels nice. That, ladies and gentlemen, is my girl Kinkyminx. I’ll uh… be in my bunk. -- source link