tiny-bandaid:#this moment is so poignant for me #because i believe that cas has loved dean since the
tiny-bandaid:#this moment is so poignant for me #because i believe that cas has loved dean since the moment he pulled him out of hell #the moment he saw dean’s soul shining out of the pit #and how bright it was #and how GOOD #and since that moment he’s known his orders from heaven and known how he was supposed to act #but he couldn’t suppress this feeling of wanting dean to LIKE him#and so when dean was obnoxious and rude and mean it made cas sad #but he could make himself feel better by convincing himself that dean just didn’t like angels#but then he sees this #and it breaks his heart #because he realizes when he sees this that dean doesn’t dislike angels #dean dislikes HIM #and that hurts -- source link