goodboyspankings:spanked2realtears:Paddled by Julia! Knowing that I won’t “appreciate” my spanking i
goodboyspankings:spanked2realtears:Paddled by Julia! Knowing that I won’t “appreciate” my spanking if my little soldier is hard and excited, I am sometimes sent to the bathroom to take care of my dirty business before my spanking. Once my sexual energy is drained, the walk back to her is just agony.Usually she lets me squirt during the warmup to my real spanking. She knows I like doing it that way. The real spanking will still hurt but I don’t have any time after the tingles to think about what is about to happen to my unprotected bottom.When I’m standing in the bathroom looking at the tissue filled with sticky semen, suddenly the spanking seems so scary. My erection disappears so fast. I have to move quickly or she will be even more angry with me. My legs just feel heavy. The butterflies I felt when she said I was getting a spanking now just feel like bricks.It is so embarrassing when I start crying on the walk. My soft penis leaks the last drops of semen onto my thighs like he is crying too. No big man bracing himself for an ordeal, just a little boy whining and mewing, begging for leniency, and knowing that by being so pathetic, I am actually just steeling her resolve. You are a lucky man to be so loved! -- source link