littlebookofhorrors: I don’t feel anything except the physical pain. It’s my escape from all the fuc
littlebookofhorrors: I don’t feel anything except the physical pain. It’s my escape from all the fucked up shit that’s been brewing in my head for so long. The abuse, my conscience, the helplessness, the sadness, that feeling that it’s you….. It’s only you. Against everything and everyone. Saying strong is not an option… Because you can’t promise anything. Why would you take away the only thing that makes you feel sanity rushing back into your blood?! The only thing that makes you feel “alright”… -- source link