firefly-flashes: Some days I can’t get out of my own head, the nightmares follow me from sleep to wa
firefly-flashes: Some days I can’t get out of my own head, the nightmares follow me from sleep to waking with razor screams that draw blood from my eyes and shatter like glass in the bright morning sunshine. Some days I sleepwalk though my work and exist like a ghost, just outside this plane of existence. Nothing touches me on days like this. Not until he awakens me, breathing life into my drugged and sluggish limbs, pushing back my dark, giving me the pain as a permission for the tears I didn’t know were withheld. He isn’t afraid of the broken girl after the thunderstorms have passed. Instead, he is the umbrella, keeping me from drowning in the rain. i want for this -- source link