fallopianrhapsody:james’ package finally came today. the surprise he meant to send me all those mont
fallopianrhapsody:james’ package finally came today. the surprise he meant to send me all those months ago before his cystic fibrosis finally caught up to him. the ephemera within is a bittersweet encapsulation of a near four year friendship. i’ve since put everything back inside the envelope and i’m cradling it against me. the reality of how big of a hole his death has left inside of me has hit me like a ton of bricks. i miss you, james. i miss you so much. i can’t enjoy this as much as i want to because you’re not here with me.I showed the contents to James’ mom and she replied with this:My heart and my brain are doing this simultaneously:Bittersweet, man. Bittersweet. I hate finding out what a wonderful lady James’ mother is this way. -- source link