evangeliensamos:YA LIT MEME: [¼] deaths>> Gabriel Boutin || Half Life TrilogyI miss that, him
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evangeliensamos:YA LIT MEME: [¼] deaths>> Gabriel Boutin || Half Life TrilogyI miss that, him knowing me. the way he looked at me, the way he looked at others, the way he smiled, laughed, walked, stood. the way he teased me and mocked me. the way he read poetry. the way he spoke. and I’ll never again see him look up as I approach or see him smile when he sees me and never again hear him ask if I’m OK and never again touch him and never again have him hold me and kiss me or talk to me or make me laugh. and the thought of that is too much and I turn animal.… and yet I want to be human; I want to be thinking of him because then I feel he is alive somewhere, if only in my head. -- source link