I must have been making mistakes recently, although he hadn’t told me exactly what. It’s not like I

I must have been making mistakes recently, although he hadn’t told me exactly what. It’s not like I was going to ask him either: if he wanted me to know he would tell me. In the mean time I’d be wearing white, like I was just a trainee, until he told me otherwise. Everything down to my underwear had to be white, and I had to keep it clean or suffer a correction. I had actually forgotten how difficult it was to keep trainee clothes clean, and the fact that the last three days felt like effort just assured me that I had displeased him in some way.I mean, I don’t think I’m actually doing anything differently, other than focusing hard on each aspect of my day. I wake up at the same time, and if I have to release gas from my ass I go outside and pull my pants down so I don’t get my underwear dirty. I piss squatting over a seatless toilet, and clean my piss stick before tucking it away. I strip down to my underwear and put on an apron to cook, so I don’t get my white clothes dirty. I put my clothes back on, and then I serve him breakfast before eating myself all without spilling.I restrain my bowels until he tells me it is time, and then I strip naked for the dirty act. I keep the door closed and shower afterwards, making sure my body is clean and the air is properly ventilated before I open the door. For the rest of the day I watch myself closely. If I so much as fart too aggressively I would be in some serious trouble. Even a small streak would be considered a massive infraction.I do my chores slowly and deliberately. Sweat stains wouldn’t be as bad as streaking my underpants, but they’re still a no-no. I serve calmly and thoroughly, like I always do, but…fuck…wearing white makes it so stressful. I feel like I have to be hyper detailed and vigilant. Which…shit…which means I must not have been as attentive before.Yeah, I for sure have been making mistakes recently. There’s just no other possible explanation for why I was wearing a trainee’s uniform. I am going to have to work hard to get out of these clothes again, and when I do I am going to have to remember this lesson: from now on I work like I’m wearing white clothes even when I am not.  -- source link
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