I am so young. I feel terrible sometimes for enjoying the kind of stuff that I do. I have never had
I am so young. I feel terrible sometimes for enjoying the kind of stuff that I do. I have never had sex. But when I jack off I experiment with things that hurt me. I cut myself. I punch myself in the face. I was so excited when I raised a bruise for the first time. Blood makes my breath go shallow. I’m not even of legal age to have sex yet. It’s confusing me how much I want “adult” stuff that is ostensibly considered even more “adult” to the point that sure, teens can have sex! Just no kink because that’s what perverted people do. According to the people in my life. And now I feel like I’m a bit of a top as well, and the sadistic impulses I’m getting are driving me slightly nuts. I wish there was more support for kinky teenagers. -- source link