degradedsissy1: That would destroying feeling, when you’re in the kitchen, performing menial chores
degradedsissy1: That would destroying feeling, when you’re in the kitchen, performing menial chores in your sexy lacetop stockings, stilettos and absurdly frilly maids dress, while your wife is in the living room, being enjoyed by another man.There is just this devastating humiliation every time you go in there to offer refeshments, standing there in your frilly sissy clothes, ahe he kisses and gropes your wife, and sniggers and derides you.He calls you “princess”, “tinker belle”, “fairy floss” and “faggot” as your wife giggles at your degradation.These words - they hurt for they highlight how he is the man you tried, but failed to be and why your wife is with him - not with you. You know that it’s all true - and so does she. They amplify his manhood as they magnify your limp-twisted effeminacy. They shine a spotlight on his strength and assertiveness, as they compound your submissiveness and weakness. Yet with each indignity and term of abuse, you become perversely agitated with arousal in your frilly girlie panties. You are aroused by. your own emasculation, humiliation and destruction.As you return to the kitchen you ponder what it might be like to shed your stockings, your makeup and sissy girlie clothes and, as highly improbable as it is, push the reset button. But you know you would not. You would chose your stockings, high heels and girlie clothes, together with the shame and degradation that go with it over a normal relationship with your wife and the respect and self-esteem that you once strove for. Whatever it is inside you, that has made you such a an effeminate transvestite wimp and loser - it owns you, body mind and soul. There is no escapeThis is your existence - not a life, but an existence - and it will be as long as you live. -- source link