xxmossgardenxx: Not sure I’ve ever been this proud or happy with a piece. I may or may not cry - for
xxmossgardenxx: Not sure I’ve ever been this proud or happy with a piece. I may or may not cry - for a long time I’ve been struggling with getting my work, especially digital, to a place where I like it.Tonight I did that.Also, I chose this piece as a study originally but then this happened…Shamandalie has become my body idol, since for a long time I really struggled to be okay and comfortable with my body shape. For a long time I was anorexic and somedasy I still struggle with that. I have Body dysmorphic disorder - so its almost impossible for me to see how others see me. Then I was shown Shamandalie - someone who had a body very similar in build to my own - almost spot on. For the first time I was able to see what my potential could be (getting in shape) and I could see what others see. Since then, she has become my idol - and seeing her drives me. She in a way, has help me battle down my demons, and finally start to see straight.Now I will spoil myself with ice cream as a reward.And get back to those damn thumb nails I SHOULD have been working on. This is going to make me cry omg -- source link
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