Jonghyun (Four Things Show; 2014) // Leeteuk (Super TV; 2018)“The day before I sent you off, you cam

Jonghyun (Four Things Show; 2014) // Leeteuk (Super TV; 2018)“The day before I sent you off, you came to me in my dream, and the image of you smiling brightly and telling me that I need to be the happier one is still vivid in my mind. Everyone has trials, pain, and suffering, but you can never measure it. The emotions that you feel in a time of hardship are the hardest and most difficult.“I also experienced severe depression, a difficult time where I thought everyday that dying would be better than being alive and breathing. In the army, they most likely saw that image of me as someone who was merely pretending, and the gazes of those [who thought that] made it even more difficult. For almost a year, I endured through this difficult time. As someone who’s been through such a situation, I think it would’ve been better if there had been some solution that would have provided even a small way out…“Since it’s Christmas, I feel the term ‘Christmas miracle’ in a deeper sense, and I feel that it’s important that we live with more happiness from now on. I hope that everyone spends each day as if it were special, like Christmas.” (Leeteuk’s Instagram Post for Jonghyun; 2017) -- source link

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