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cas-hellodean:secretly-misha:loveinperdition:can-i-please-kiss-you-if-i:killingmonstershuntinthings:this makes me sad.. he was such a bad father..I hated it when John talked to DeanI feel like a shit again and to just think how much dean cares for baby, how he keeps her in tip-top shape, he won’t let sammy drive it, how although her mileage is sky-high and she chugs down a hella petrol which gets costly, and how he fixes her up himself, all sweaty and tired, but caring for her nontheless…i thought i was the only one who hates john more than any other asshole of a character on the whole of the showThis broke my heart and ate it and spit it out and ate it again because Dean never was good enough for John, even though he spent his whole childhood taking care of Sam and in a way, John. And John was never proud of him, no matter how hard Dean tried or listened to him or did what he asked. And he acknowledged that, but he still loved John because he was his dad and because Dean was so afraid of being left alone. I am going to go cry now. -- source link