theoutsidersdirtyimagines: Sodapop Dates A Thicker Girl (Headcanon)-From the day you walked into the
theoutsidersdirtyimagines: Sodapop Dates A Thicker Girl (Headcanon)-From the day you walked into the DX all dolled up in your red polka dot dress he was hooked; hook, line and sinker, you didn’t know it yet but he decided right then and there that his heart belonged to you. -You were insecure about your weight - you were larger than all the other girls around school, and boy did they make sure to not make you forget it, you often ate lunch alone. -Sodapop constantly reminding you how beautiful you are and that you don’t have to be a size 0 to be perfect. -The first time you make love to Soda, you try to convince him to leave the lights off and you refuse to take off your shirt… you’re certain he won’t be attracted to something so vulgar… But he won’t have it.-”Please Soda” You whisper, tears brimming in your eyes as you look down, much to ashamed to look him in the eye. “Lets keep the lights off, okay?” -His eyes never leave yours as he slowly unzips your dress, his lips kissing the side of your cheeks were your tears have fallen… And when your dress hits the floor and your left standing in nothing but your bra and undies he smiles softly to himself. You see an over weight, ugly girl… but he sees a beautiful woman. -He makes love to you for the first time - he makes sure to whisper in your ear just how beautiful you are as you cling onto him for all your worth. -Sodapop gets into a fight with a soc that calls you fat, he beats the living daylights out of him for dissing his girl… no one ever teases you again after that. -Being close with the whole gang. -Eating lunch with Ponyboy and Johnny at school.-One night, Sodapop finds you, tears streaming down your face…-”What’s wrong?” He asks you, his hands grasping your shoulders gently, trying to find any visible causes for your pain. “What happened, did someone hurt you?”-”No” You say softly, defeated. “I’m tired of hating my own reflection.” The truth is, you’d be trying to lose weight for 3 weeks now, you’d practically starved yourself to the point you felt light headed almost every other day - but you hadn’t even lost half a kilo… you were beginning to hate yourself. -“What?” He looked almost angry, his hand grasping your cheeks, he wanted you to look him in the eye to see the honesty behind his words. “You’re perfect, you dig? There is nothing I would change about you… not one little thing. You need to stop putting yourself down. So you’re not a size 0, who cares? I wish you wouldn’t hate yourself. I wish you could see yourself through my eyes because you’d never doubt your worth again.” -Sodapop telling you how perfect and beautiful you are every day. -- source link
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