May 12th - Yesterday was girls’ night. Had a chill dinner prepared by one of my gfs where we l
May 12th - Yesterday was girls’ night. Had a chill dinner prepared by one of my gfs where we lit some candles, drank wine and caught up. I am overall a pretty private person and I don’t tend to share too much of my problems (especially in detail) with anyone not even my closest friends but I may or may have not cried a bit last night. Feeling somewhat relieved.Went to the gym today because tomorrow we will be too busy to go because of Mother’s Day activities. As for gym stuff… I am able to deadlift 95 lbs now which is so far from where I started. Back exercises even though I love it, my body does not. I practice good form but my back doesn’t seem to cooperate well because it takes so much out of me. But, slow and steady is all I can do. I feel good though and the progress I have made this past year. I gained SO much weight while in school and so far have shed about 10ish lbs from my highest weight. I still have 35 lbs to go before I am back at my pre xray program weight eeeeeeep lol. Then another 25-30 lbs to go once I get there. But, we’ll see. Weight is such a complex thing because I feel like I am shaped good now just a little fluffy. So we’ll see. We’ll see. Anyway, after the gym J and I went out to a local bakery and had our quarterly budget and goal setting meeting. -- source link