lyrics-are-poetry:fillmylungs:fillmylungs:fillmylungs:I did it. Today I challenged my anorex
lyrics-are-poetry: fillmylungs: fillmylungs: fillmylungs: I did it. Today I challenged my anorexia for the first proper time. Maybe it isn’t big to others because it was still a small latte with skimmed milk and no cream BUT it’s such a huge fear to have something that isn’t ‘suggested’ on my meal plan. I sat in costa with my mum and actually enjoyed being out with her and doing a NORMAL thing. I struggled at the half way point and very nearly started crying but I held it together and with the support from my mum I finished it all. Sure I feel guilty as hell and have done since I started it but most other girls my age don’t even think twice about having a festive drink with their parents. Plus the look on my mums face when I took the first sip was something I’ll never forget. So fuck you anorexia… fuck you very much. Aw this is still being reblogged I’ve done this with my mum like another 3-4 time since this picture and despite the guilt… I’m proud for conquering this I don’t know you, but I am so proud of you. Little steps are the way forward, you can get there. -- source link