blamemisha:deanwitchchester:#i can’t get over the fact that THIS is what Sam’s seeing #He had to tak
blamemisha:deanwitchchester:#i can’t get over the fact that THIS is what Sam’s seeing #He had to take that necklace off #he drove with Dean’s body in the CAR with him #so he could bury his brother #and can you imagine him just #pulling along the side of the road and crying into the steering wheel until his head pounded and his heart ached? #how he waited and waited for the tears to stop #how he hoped that he’d just look over and see his brother sitting there beside him #sleeping or something #how #when he was finally alone #after burying Dean #he had to wash the blood from the necklace #and wore it when he went to sleep #ALONE #the bed by him empty #the room as cold as ice #as quiet as a librarian’s tomb fer fucks sake #and he probably cried himself to sleep#knowing he was alone in the world #he had no big brother to protect him #no partner to go on cases with #no Dean #Dead insideAnd he blames himself. Its his fault. Dean sacrificed himself for him. -- source link