mainlyusedforwalking: I’ve talked before about the need to do something with a period of chast
mainlyusedforwalking: I’ve talked before about the need to do something with a period of chastity. The craving for there to be meaning to the eventual release. I’ve been in my new place now for a few weeks and have been chaste since the move. It was going really well, plenty of anal to smooth the ride. I figured an end point would occur naturally, as is generally the case. Then I read a post on jennachaste.tumblr.com (she’s gorgeous btw, and I’m both jealous of and inspired by her journey) about achieving her goal and now I physically ache with desire. Sucking a guy off has always been one of my long term goals. A random hookup, where I stay in my cage and just swallow. Time to do something about it. So now, with a small caveat, that’s the release condition: blowing a guy. I honestly don’t know how to go about that. The gay scene here is basically non existent, I never have any sense about a guys sexuality (or even really how to flirt with guys), the nearest chap on craigslist is several counties over and as a bit of a hygiene freak the thought troubles every part of me that isn’t being shouted down by the warm, dull pulse from my balls. So, maybe I won’t be able to find what I need, something I’m comfortable doing in the cold light of day….so I’m leaving a small (tiny) window to back out, but only, and this is important, temporarily and with a suitable punishment for failure. Advice and thoughts would be most welcome :) -- source link