Before I go to sleep I have to post about my grandmother. Happy Mother’s Day. I am angry that
Before I go to sleep I have to post about my grandmother. Happy Mother’s Day. I am angry that I never got the chance to love you and be loved by you in the physical world. Before you died, you made sure that I would be brought into the family. You planted the seed in my sister to come find me. Even though my father did not fight for me, you did. Even though my mother mislead me, you gave me clarity. You gave me your face. You gave me your life. I am so grateful to you but also so angry. You gave me your voice for all of 10 minutes and then everyone says you lost the will to live. Being a strong black mother, the weight of all of your family made you feel like you couldn’t tell them what was going on. I am you but now I get to be me. Virgo sun, I am brand new and living in the light. Gemini moon, you are my twin and I see you when I look at the moon. Cancer rising, I will take care of my body. I am proud to be Dee Dee jr, but now I am living as Monet. I love you more than earthy words can express. I feel you in me everyday. Thank you so much Grandma. I will see you in a few weeks. (at Greenville, Mississippi) https://www.instagram.com/p/COo7ljMhHQc/?igshid=1741vlrl1fjp5 -- source link