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                                                 “The Kiss”He’d sat in this very spot before, but something was different this time. Something inside of him kept jumping out wanting to scream “please, don’t leave”. The others could come and go with no emotion. There was nothing left in him to hurt anyway, but SHE made it different. As she stood with her hand on the door ready to walk out, he knew if she left she’d take the last of his heart with her, there’d be nothing left. He hated feeling like this, something having so much control over his soul. He stood up and reached behind her stopping the door from opening any further so she couldn’t leave. Not like this, he just couldn’t let this one walk away like the rest.He stared past her shoulders to the floor behind her and whispered “please” as she pulld the knob more firmly against the resistance of his hand. “Don’t go, not like this, not at all. I’m sorry” he continued. The emptiness of silence filled the space between them as she took a moment to sop up the serious tone in his voice.She tossed her head back with a sigh of hesitation under her breath turned around with her eyes closed slamming her shoulders back into the door slamming it shut. The sudden move caught him off guard forcing him to catch his composure as he stumbled into her. Stopping himself just inches from her, she opened her eyes with and glared deep and cold into the bottom of his soul forcing out the words “I’m not like them and I never will be”. She rolled her eyes away from his and refocused her stare to a distant point on the wall behind them as she crossed her arms.He moved his hand from the door and slid it into his left pocket. His voice broken and softened from the pain he made, he said “ I know, I know and I’ll never be THEM.He continued to ramble “I know.” with frustrated hesitation he continued, “I know dammit, you’ll never be them. That’s why, that’s why…” fear stops him and silence blankets the air between them. “Just; what?” she whispered past his ear staring behind him.“It’s just, I love you” he says softly into her lips. He’d never said that to any woman before, none of them could pull something like that out of him before. It wouldn’t work for him in his professional world that goverened his personal life all too much, but in this second he didn’t care what anyone but her thought.He stood silently closing his eyes with a wince waiting to be slapped with the fragments of battlefield ammunition he’d been hit with too many times before. After the seconds turned into hours he reluctantly opened his eyes to see why she had not walked away yet.He noticed her posture becoming less frigid as she contemplated if it was sincerity in his voice or just stumbling over words and ideas of things he thought she wanted to hear.She looks at him with a harsh silence, the emotion in her lips has shifted to cold anticipation thinking to herself “This is the bullet her mom had warned her about”. He finally broke the silence again “I know it’s crazy, but it always just leads to you, the hate, the lies, the sacrifice - all goes away when the image of you touches my heart.” She stopped him with her finger and said “shut up and kiss me”. Maybe the embrace would help her decide if he was serious or not she thought.He leaned in stopping just before their mouths touched and said “Let’s not have a last kiss ever, but especially not like this”. He ran his fingertip across her lips and continued; “You know it’s not just kissing you.” “It’s sweeping my fingers down the side of you cheek.” “It’ s letting my fingertips dance down the side of your neck and watching as they cue your head to tilt.”“It’s feeling the slight gasp of air as your lips purse from the caress of my hand across the small of your back, pulling you in”“It’s the soft song of ‘I Love You’ falling from my lips before I hug your bottom lip.”“It’s the softness in your eye’s and your body’s sigh as our souls submit to each others love.”“It’s not just about the kiss, it’s about all the things you do leading up to it” he said as his mouth made a final leap to rescue her from the cold hard floor. -- source link
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