2/1/2019I remember all the little things that made me fall in love with you over and over every week
2/1/2019I remember all the little things that made me fall in love with you over and over every week. I would watch you when you weren’t looking to see the way your nose moved when you spoke. The days we would lay in bed and I would rest my head on you. The way your touch made me feel alive and calm and at peace. I remember the way your skin felt when I touched your cheek. They way your hair felt when I ran my fingers through it. The softness of your lips when they met mine. They way your eyes sparkled in the sunlight. I can’t stop thinking of all the things that I love about you because I’ve had 29 years to learn them all. I wanted another 29 years, but you fell out love with me. My heart has never felt the same. I try to move on and friends tell me it will get better. That everything happens for a reason. That something better will find me, but all I can see is how none of it compares to what we had. My heart no longer wants love. It no longer wants to feel. I no longer want to exist without your love because all I feel is emptiness and despair. I long for the sensation of your touch, your look, your smile, your kiss, your love. Without you, without us, without our love, I feel the cold hard steel of my fate pressed against my head waiting for the courage to end the pain and emptiness. When does it get better? -- source link
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