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wxhluyp: “Are you ready to join us? ……………………….you know you want to”………. From very young I had a sense for how subversive that advertisement could be, along with how uncomfortable and insecure it made me, seeing the growing presence of effeminate males. As if they were taking over. As if it was a sign of the future. Then there was also one of the events of my boyhood that so deeply affected me. Where occasionally on satellite television at midnight, I would wander through the adult channels, watching their free 15 minutes previews, on one occasion, I found myself mortified by what I was, compounded by how I couldn’t look away for the whole span of the preview. By how it was so sexy. An array of stylized quickly moving imagery of effeminate twinks passionately making out with one another, set against getting down at dirty, being fucked hard by macho muscular men with huge dicks. At the end of the GAY channel preview, was a fading shot of two effeminate darling looking alluringly at the camera, saying with out words, “You know you want to……”, accompanied by text giving you the details of how to get the channel. Disturbing, was how erotic it was. How I couldn’t deny I wanted to join them, forever in the unparalleled pleasures of effeminate homosexuality. -- source link