Sorry I’ve gone dark on here but unfortunately what started off as the best day of my life at

Sorry I’ve gone dark on here but unfortunately what started off as the best day of my life at @taylorswift concert with my nieces ended up as the worst day of my life as my baby got out from the babysitters house while we were at the show. Some kid chased her across a highway and was stuck in like a square half mile area in between that highway, a super highway, 95 and a super loud continuous train. She was terrified out of her mind and we had literally so many people, people we didn’t know lookingnl for our sweet baby. She had no idea where she was and was just looking for us. I don’t know why she didn’t come to us we were out all night both nights looking for her calling til both our voices were gone. Unfortunately she was found Monday morning on the side of the super highway. She was trying to cross it to come home to us. My poor sweet angel died in the worst way imaginable, scared , alone and violently. Our souls have been crushed. Ive always gone to Taylor for everything, every heart break every hard time in my life. But now the first time ever listening or thinking of her is breaking my heart. And I don’t know what to do. For the first time in ny life i changed the channel in my car from Taylor because it was a song I heard while we got the call that she had gotten out. I know she was just a dog, but this is the worst pain either of us has ever felt. She was our daughter and so much more than a dog. She was so special, so loving and such a baby. Anyway, I don’t know how long it’s going to take me to start feeling better but I’m taking a break from Tumblr until looking at reputation stuff stops making me almost throw up. (Please take no offense to this Taylor it’s just some kind of association thing) I hope one day this fades. We were having so much fun and my niece said it was one of the best days of her life. We got waves and pictures with so many people but it just makes me so sick to look at the pictures. Hopefully one day I can share them with you all❤️ Anyway i wanted to share more pictures of our baby and share that If you have pets I highly recommend getting pet supplies from @chewy they are affordable and have the best customer service on earth. I had an autoship for years and added over $100 worth of dog stuff to it when Punta came and after we lost her I emailed them asking to cancel the autoship until I could go on and cancel all the dog stuff they not only refunded everything dog related in my last autoship that arrived the day Punta went missing ($105 worth) and said to donate the stuff, but we got this gorgeous vase of pink (Rosa for Punta Rosa June) flowers delivered to our house from @chewy With another beautiful heartfelt card. I Just cannot believe the outstanding customer service going above and beyond to bring us some comfort in this time. It means so much that others know what we are going through because i never imagined this pain. This never even crossed my mind, we worked so hard to keep you safe baby. I had videos of Punta opening her Chewy boxes and sent them and they said they showed everyone in the office. Really made us smile. Chewy brought Punta SO MUCH joy. So many toys and treats from them that made that little nub wag. Our little nub love. We miss you so much baby. Yesterday we picked up her ashes and it felt like I was losing her all over again. Its been 13 days since she went missing (7/14) and 11 days since she was found on the highway (7/16) and every single day is like waking up to your worst nightmare. I’ve never in my life felt grief or pain like this and I’ve lost so many loved ones, including dogs, but she wasn’t a dog. She wasn’t an aunt, an uncle a grandparents, or a cousin, she was our daughter. We loved her like one. We did so much to rescue Punta June from Punta Cana Dominican Republic. We worked so hard getting her healthy and into our country, spent so much time and money on her loving her more than anything on earth cuz she needed it so bad, and now she’s gone. This is just a pain i wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy. I have made some good friends on here (you know who you are) so dm me and I’ll send you my phone number so we can keep in touch while i grieve. Please say a prayer for our sweet angel, she was taken too soon and didn’t deserve to go like that. It’s just not right. Nothing is right. This week she would have been one and a half. Didn’t even make it to one and a half but made the biggest hole in our hearts We are glad you are finally home with us Punta June. All we want is for you to be happy in heaven baby. Keep sending us signs, you know how happy it makes us. ❤️❤️ Take care everyone thank you to everyone for your condolences we just want her to be remembered and thanks for following my accounts ❤️❤️ live life like it could be over tomorrow, and today is never too late to be brand new❤️ -- source link

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