ozusai: My life as a transexual, Pt. 2Continuation of my life story.So, this was the first time I ac
ozusai: My life as a transexual, Pt. 2Continuation of my life story.So, this was the first time I actually came out to someone, in hope of being accepted. But instead I got the reaction I was afraid of and that confirmed for me that this was something that wasn’t normal or even okay according to alot of people.This led to me shuting it in even more just to fit it, since this was the first time in my life that I actually had some friends, and I didn’t want to ruin that. I did however get help a few times with makeovers and such just to feel better, even though she hated it. It probably sounds a bit weird that something such insignificant could make me feel better, but it was a way for me to return to a normal state where I could atleast feel somewhat comforable. It looked like shit, but it was something!So after her reaction it took quite some time before I dared to open up to anyone else and I did go back into my bubble, but this time with anxiety making it’s way through. The next person that I opened up to was an other close friend of mine and she took it really good and gave me the support that I hoped for the last time.She supported me so much that she even gave me half of her wardrobe!Soon after that I opened up to alot of more people who all took it really good and gave me more support than I ever dared to hope for.This came to be the turning point in my life, I had people who accepted me, no one knew the whole truth yet, only that I enjoyed being dressed as the ‘opposite gender’. But atleast this gave me the strenght to break through my bubble and open up more and more.That’s it for now, and here’s a picture from about that time. Where I actually started to be a bit more comfortable with myself. Beautiful -- source link