aliveinthebittersea:myredbike:I need to feel that I matter. I have to know that I’m needed
aliveinthebittersea: myredbike: I need to feel that I matter. I have to know that I’m needed. That I’m being relied upon. That I’m the one being called whenever support, encouragement or a consoling shoulder is required. It doesn’t matter what the circumstances are or if it is a small or big issue. It’s not even important whether I will ever have to actually provide that. But I need it to be known that I will, always and without any reservations. It gives me a sense of purpose and that there is a deeper meaning to me being here. I like being the source of fun and excitement. Any time I can create a smile or a heartfelt laugh it gives me a lift. Any time I can generate an intense moan or sigh I feel it myself in equal measure. But what gives my soul the biggest reward is when I’m there during tough times. When things look bleak and that light at the end of the tunnel seems to be fading. Those are the times when I want to be the first contact. That’s when I feel I’m at my best. That’s when I feel that I truly contribute something positive. I will be here. I will stand in the background if needed. I won’t interfere if it’s not required. But I will be close, offering my hand, my shoulder or my stubborn head. I will give anything and everything. I will share the laughter and the tears. The anger and the hurt. I will always be here, just as I have in the past. I need that to be known. I know that it is! Copyright © MyRedBike - Dirty thoughts of a clean mind Erm…yes. -- source link