OCTOBER 2019 EVALUATION :: AHN YUJIN[ song // u got it with @jinsoulrk, @rkjuyeon, @rkpcy, @rky

OCTOBER 2019 EVALUATION :: AHN YUJIN[ song // u got it with @jinsoulrk, @rkjuyeon, @rkpcy, @rkyeji and @changminxrk ]it’s fun to be performing with all these familiar faces, yujin thinks. outside of her fellow trainees, there’s also her cousin who she hasn’t seen in ages. she’s always wanted to perform with juyeon, and now she finally has the chance.that being said, it’s a bit of an unusual performance for her. she’s done more mature concepts before, but doing them in a group is something else. they’re all going through the same thing here, but the fact that she has to practice expressions and putting on a face in front of everyone else is…weird to say the least. still, she gets over it. she’s training to be an idol, so if she lets something like this bring her down then might as well quit now (a tempting thought, though). it’s easier to get through it when everyone’s trying their best, and she sure as hell doesn’t want to be the one who slows them down just because she’s unable to stay professional. the weeks fly by quickly and before she knows it, she’s standing next to everyone in the stage outfits they’ve prepared. she doesn’t have many lines in the song, but that’s okay. she’s more of a dancer anyway, the others are much better at singing and she’s content with focusing on the choreography. it’s nothing too hard, but it’s the details that matter with songs like these. adjusting her movements so they match the others, adding expressions to each gesture to convey the emotion of the song (which she’s not quite sure about, but she assumes it’s something angsty).with her role fulfilled, she feels satisfaction, yet something tells her she should be striving for more. her ambition ever since signing with trc has been dwindling, and she’s positive it’s just a matter of fatigue, but what if it isn’t? she doesn’t want to drop out or anything, to disappoint, but she misses her old life so much. never thought she’d ever think this, but she misses going to school. training has been fun and all, but hearing the stories of the senior trainees leaves her wondering, just how long will this go on? a year? two? or will she be an adult by the time anything happens? she’s never been one to overthink, but recent events have changed her and…well, maybe she’s worried after all. -- source link

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