teazdndenied: She could see it on his face that afternoon. Read it in his body language. The look of
teazdndenied: She could see it on his face that afternoon. Read it in his body language. The look of a man who was trying his hardest to deal with all of these new feelings he was experiencing. Physically. Mentally. Emotionally. The cumulative effect of the last nine days was beginning to wear on him. The physical pleasures inflicted upon his male flesh as she did with him as she pleased. The aching frustration of the endless denials, ensuring his mounting arousal could do nothing but build yet never be released.The mental shift as he grew to accept she was now the one in control. That her pleasure was now all that mattered, not his own. That his role was to serve. To please. To focus on her wants and desires.And these new feelings of allowing himself to be vulnerable before her… of allowing her to render him helpless… surrendering to the heady power of her female sexuality that she now embraced so freely and openly. All of this was so unfamiliar to him, unrecognizable, and in such conflict with how his male ego had been programmed up until nine short days ago.But still, he knew this was what he wanted. And, what she wanted. He was going to do everything he could to make this work, for both of them. But still, that didn’t mean he didn’t experience moments that were difficult. Confusing. Even overwhelming.She couldn’t help but smile to herself as she gazed at him. Clearly he was doing his very best, but she knew this was a two-way street. If he was doing his best to give all of himself to her, she needed to do the same for him. Not only the part of her that made his body quiver with pleasure… strain against his bonds…. and ache for relief, but also that part of her that was soft, gentle, understanding and nurturing.When she approached him and quietly cradled him to her he all but melted in to her arms. Holding him close, her soft fingers stroked his hair and soothed across his face. Her voice murmured softly, sweetly, reassuringly.“I know baby, it’s so much for you right now, isn’t it? I know you’re aching… I know it’s all so overwhelming… but all of that is okay. This is still all so new for you right now, but soon you’ll start to accept that this is the way it’s going be for you.”She smiled as those words caused a hitch in his breathing and his head to burrow a little more closely against her. Her voice continued with gentle, yet resolute reminders of their earlier conversations.“We talked about this honey, remember? We knew that this was going to be an adjustment for you, but we decided that this is what we both wanted. We’re not going to go back to the way things used to be, you know that. I know it’s hard for you right now, but you’re doing so well for me. Give it time sweetheart, it’s going to be so much better this way, you’ll see.”And even though his body trembled, inwardly he smiled. This was most definitely what he wanted. All of this. -- source link