fyxan:lesbian-lizards:fyxan:lesbian-lizards:Sort of sad that this has to be spelled out for some peo
fyxan:lesbian-lizards:fyxan:lesbian-lizards:Sort of sad that this has to be spelled out for some people.he’s transitioning now. “I could never understand how they could love me, because I felt like a sham, the worst specimen of manhood going. I didn’t understand what they found attractive. There was always this thought: ‘What do they even see in you? You’re just not a man’.”That is really depressing.this is really heartbreaking, to be honest. a homosexual male person feeling like they’re “a sham”, “the worst specimen of manhood”, “just not a man”, etc.he discussed felling “different” as a child, saying would often “pray to God” that he would “wake up a girl”pretty much every gay person i know (and some bisexual people, like me) wanted to be the other sexHowever, rather than thinking he was trans, he thought that his attraction to other men meant that he was gay.because attraction to men is innately womanly???“I hope that in a year or so I will be considered a woman and can go out as a heterosexual woman and date men and not have to dwell in specialist underground lairs,” he said. “I want to be able to walk in the sun as a woman.”being gay = dwelling in specialist underground lairs. being straight = walking in the sun. better a trans straight woman than a gay manI look back on this and wonder if they don’t agree with what they wrote in the book about lesbians liking vaginas anymore. -- source link
#internalized homophobia