misogynyandbimbos:Early 20s and insecure. Every boyfriend she’s had was an asshole, just short
misogynyandbimbos:Early 20s and insecure. Every boyfriend she’s had was an asshole, just short of outright abusive. Self-esteem in the gutter. Madly in love with her boyfriend, can already feel him slipping away. He wants things she can’t handle. Constantly worried she’s on the verge of losing him. Finds out he’s cheating, doesn’t dare confront him - he’d just hit her and leave like the last guy did. Can’t imagine anyone would chose her over the titsy redhead she saw in his Facebook messages. Imagines the other woman, extrapolates from a profile picture and a glimpse of a chatlog: hotter, smarter, successful, probably went to college. Self-evaluates. Has to keep him. Gets herself waxed, buys new lingerie, not the classy kind. Studies porn, takes notes, practices dirty talk alone in her room. Tells herself it’ll be worth it. Has to beat the other woman, the one who’s going to steal her man away. It’s happened before. Can’t happen again. She can’t take that.Invites him over. Lays out handcuffs, dildo, lube. Puts on makeup, a skimpy thong. Feels strange against waxed skin. Porn on the TV. Has another drink for courage. Looks in the mirror. A knock on the door. Tells herself it’ll be worth it. -- source link