alliradaye: After three long weeks, I’m finally well enough to get back to my normal routine.
alliradaye: After three long weeks, I’m finally well enough to get back to my normal routine. I’m happy, but the thought of jumping back into all my rules and daily tasks is a little overwhelming. Even though keeping them in mind at all times had gotten easier, it was never effortless. And now, after my extended hiatus, it feels like I’m back to square one. I imagine the next few days will be difficult as I struggle to find my rhythm again.In the meantime, I’m reminding myself that the struggle is part of my submission. As he said back when we were just starting out and I was feeling overwhelmed by all five rules that I had at the time: “Good. A whore like you should be focused on remembering how to properly please and serve. If you aren’t struggling, we haven’t assigned you enough tasks.”Rules and Daily Tasks- No orgasms- I may not touch my cunt without permission- I may not insert anything into my holes without permission- I may not wear panties- I may not cross my legs or ankles- I must rub my clit for 10 seconds, 3 times per day- I must stare at my cunt for 10 minutes, 3 times per day- I must send photos of each session- When peeing at home, it must be in the tub and into my cup- If cup isn’t filled, I must attach binder clips to my clit and nipples for 10 minutes- I must use the same cup to drink from at home- When peeing elsewhere, I may not sit on the toilet seat- After peeing, I must wipe with my hand and lick it clean- I must send photos each time I pee- I must watch at least 1 video of a girl masturbating to orgasm- I must watch at least 1 video of a girl giving a blowjob- I must practice blowjob/deepthroat skills on my dildo while watching the videos- I must send links to the videos I watch- I must walk at least 1 mile- I may not wear pants when I meet him outside- I may not be clothed when he visits- I must kiss the floor in front of his shoes when he arrives Devotional Training: Rules and Tasks. -- source link