beatrixkiiddo:She is home, just to update you guys on her situation. She got her surgery, she i
beatrixkiiddo:She is home, just to update you guys on her situation. She got her surgery, she is wearing that gag so she won’t move her jaw, so it will calcify. She is being fed by that blue thingie, i apply food and medicines there, with a seringe.In the end, i could pay for everything on her second hospitalization, but i still need to pay for the credit card i borrowed for her first one. In total, it is 1390 reais, and i absolutely cannot afford all that. All the donations i got i actually spent on her second vet, and i got like 30 reais in my account right now. LOLIf you can help me pay for that and continue her treatment (as i still have to buy her a special canned food which is pure vitamines because she cant eat solids yet, and still some medicine that arent gonna last for the time she has to take them), i would appreciate that a whooooole much. for real, thats really amazing how you guys helped me help her, and if it wasnt for everyone that helped even with a reblog, with a kind word, she’d be dead by now. I am so very happy that i could get her better, but i still need your help.If you can, please donate to [email protected] @paypal, choosing payment for products. It would mean a lot, anything, even $1 helps a lot.Me, my grandmother, Michonne and her son, Negan, the whole family, thank you so much for all the help you guys have been giving us the past week. We are completely grateful. <3________________________________________________________________update (04-28): She went through another proceidure on monday because she is still very sick. I made a video of me feeding her and here it is, if you wanna watch: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QV5yiixubdgTaking care of her has been putting a real heavy toll on me. I have to wake up every 3 hours so i can feed her and give her medicine, i have bags under my eyes which i never had, one of my toe nails has fallen off and i am having hallucinations, all due to lack of sleep. I caught myself like 4 or 5 times looking at her for hours just to make sure shes breathing. My grandmother is worried that if she doesn’t wake up at some point, i might have a breakdown, that’s whats been happening to me. :)I still need help. Her food is very expensive and on her monday appointment the doctor increased the food, so shes talking 1 and a half can of food every 2 days, which cost 35 reais each.I am writing this because donations have been very scarse and i dont know for how much longer i can keep feeding her. Please help. Spread the word to your family and friends, reblog this post as much as you can, and please, dont give up on her. I’m having so much work keeping her alive, i am certainly living up to everyone’s expectations regarding taking care of her. so much so that i am forgetting to take care of myself…Please share this, please help us. update (11/05): My boyfriend had to take care of michonne since sunday night. I had a depressive episode and i took 30-40 depression and anxiety pills. I really did want to die. I slept for 2 days, which wasn’t all that bad, if you ask me. I feel less tired. He had me throw up most of it, which is why im still alive, but i slept for 2 days straight. The reason why it happened, is because my grandmother told me to give up on michonne, to have her die already, because its just a waste of time, and if i didnt think so, i should die with her. She told me to kill myself 11 times. I counted. 11 times. Then she said sorry, and hugged me. 20 minutes later, she said i should die, again. Then i couldnt handle it. If it wasnt for my boyfriend, me nor my mich would’ve been alive by now. He made me throw up and he took care of her while i was practically in a coma.The reason for all this is Michonne took an xray last week, and her jaw barely moved to its place when he removed the gag and took her x ray without any restraints and after that, i asked him to be honest with me and tell me if she has a chance. he told me she can, indeed, still die, but she is although, recovering very slowly. I needed to write down all of this, because i needed you to understand how my situation is at home, what im having to deal with.I still have her food to get, i still have Negan’s food to get, the doctor increased her medicine intake, so i have to get her more medicines, and i barely have food to eat myself at home. So please, i continue to beg you to help me. If you need any photos, prescriptions, receipts, anything, anything you want, just message me and i send it to you. But i really need the help. Read the notes and you’ll see, 1$ equals almost 6r$, so if youre shy because you can’t donate much, even cents help. anything helps. Please help me.My email at paypal is still [email protected], and anything helps.If you cant donate, please, reblog this. All the posts about her are tagged as #mich so you can catch up on this, and understand whats going on. I think i deleted the first post, but basically, she got kicked in the face by someone in the neighborhood i dont know who is.Anyway, i wanted to thank you all for all the help you’ve been giving us, all the nice words, all the reblogs, all the donations, and everything, just even checking up to see how shes holding up, that is a lot for me. Thank you all for everything. -- source link