Is this what I’ve been testing the boundaries of? . . Scraping the surface of a world that is

Is this what I’ve been testing the boundaries of? . . Scraping the surface of a world that is *not* a trauma world. The internal Death Mother lives on and tries to drag me back down. It’s working. . . Even if I am not quite convinced of a world that doesn’t require trauma-responses as a navigation system, where hypervigilance is unnecessary, I am still willing to believe that it might be there, waiting for me. . . Not waiting passively. Actively waiting. Life beckons us and only we get to decide whether we will answer, not whether we are worthy. . . Like all parallel realities, I can choose which timeline I will enter into. Trauma-World or Supportive Universe. . . The Death Mother says that even if the Supportive Universe exists, I am not worthy of it. . . The great hoax of the mind is that worthiness isn’t earned, it is granted the moment we show up. If you show up, you are already worthy. . . Trauma-World is terrifying. I don’t want to live here anymore. . . #healing #emotionalintelligence #consciousliving #consciousness #selfaware #personalgrowth #motherwound #growthmindset #intuition #lightwork #spirituality #emotionalabuse #boundaries #recovery #consciousmama #consciousparent #relationships #relationshipgoals #spiritualawakening #awakening #empath #selfcompassion #traumaworld #deathmother (at Ottawa, Ontario) https://www.instagram.com/p/B2w4Q2RAKm0/?igshid=s22wkqfx1gnx -- source link

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