It’s interesting how there always seem to be two forces at work in me. One is loving, cari
It’s interesting how there always seem to be two forces at work in me. One is loving, caring, concerned for safety, and actively paying attention to the person in front of me and wants to give her a good time. The other one has entirely different interests. It makes me see the person in front of me more like a piece of flesh to work with. It coldly checks the ropes, carefully judges the discomfort and always wants to pinch or prod a little harder to figure out if I can make her scream. And I think this is what makes it more than a game, more than an act. The sub is saying “Show me your darkness” and in this moment is really facing and flirting with all the possibly terrible consequences. And it’s the same for the Dom. He’s letting lose trusting that he’ll be able to control himself and that there’s always a neat little balance between the forces at work.But still, deep within, he just sees a willing body baring itself for all his hidden desires. There’s real danger. And that’s part of the excitement. -- source link