masterpet:Giving up Control is a Turn on I really have no idea if my journey into submission is ty
masterpet: Giving up Control is a Turn on I really have no idea if my journey into submission is typical or strange. I know many who are into pain - I’m not - or into being treated like meat - I’m not. The list goes on. I am, however, much to my own surprise, very much eager and aroused at giving up control of my body and life to my Owner. It started with chastity, but then it extended to my body being changed to please Master, then control over my finances, my body hair, and then my clothes. Most recently, despite the fact I quite don’t want to do this, I was instructed to let my nails grow longer. Not obscenely long, not porn star long, but about 1/8” (that’s about 4mm) long. Big deal, I know. But I’ve always kept my nails short and I like them that way and find it comfortable to have them that way. Given any choice I would not do this, but Master made it very clear that this was not optional. I wasn’t happy about it. And the freaky thing is that it also turns me on. It turns me on that I simply can’t say “no” when He tells me to do something. Even though I don’t like it. I question the sanity of that state of mind but I can’t deny it exists. It’s why I like the chastity belt, or my nipples being pierced, or being told what to wear. I’m not mindless, far from it. I can make my own decisions, think critically, and all that. But when He tells me, “today you will wear your jean skirt and white camisole when we go out and no underwear, I’m wet in a flash. ~Pet -- source link
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