degradedsissy1:Petal, I think it’s a perfect outfit for you to wear to your lectures today.
degradedsissy1: Petal, I think it’s a perfect outfit for you to wear to your lectures today. Look at the way those cute little shorts show off those gorgeous, long, pantyhose sheathed legs. I imagine the thrill you will get caressing your legs through your pantyhose during lectures; the thrill you will derive from the click of your heels as you mince around campus; the comfort you will derive from the tight embrace of your bra ….. and the sheer joy of refreshing your lipstick in front of all the other students. Look, you’ve been living with me, for six months, virtually as a full-time sissy. The only time you wear boy clothes is when you go to uni. And I think you feel quite uncomfortable in them. You’d rather mince about in girlie clothes but your afraid of how others will respond to you. I think if you’re honest with yourself, you will accept that you’re not really cut out to be a boy, or a man. You’re never going to be able to live a normal life as a man; get married; have kids. You’re urge to dress in girlie clothes - it wasn’t an curiosity; it’s not a harmless little kink; it’s not a phase that’ll go away. You know it’s been getting stronger and stronger. It’s been progressively taking over your body mind and soul, slowly emasculating you as if it were a process of slow, evolutionary, but inevitable psychological and emotional castration. You have the physiology of a boy, but an exceptionally effeminate personality and character. You’re a sissy. There’s absolutely nothing wrong with that. And there’s nothing you can do to change it. Nor should you. But it’s a difficult hand to be dealt in life. Unfortunately, while society has become far more accepting of different lifestyles and sexual preferences a sissy is still seen as a curiosity. To some you will be seen as some form of deviant. Some will look on you bemusedly, others will accept -maybe even embrace - you because you are different. You will find you get stares and whispers; sniggers; ridicule; insults; compliments; unwanted attention. The shame and self-consciousness will always be there. It won’t go away, but you will learn to live with it and manage it over time. The sooner you start the easier it will be. But what you don’t want to live with, and what you can avoid is the guilt and the the fear of exposure that go with living a lie. The longer you go on deceiving others, and yourself, the harder it will get to be yourself and the more crushing the guilt and the fear. Imagine you go on, get married, have children, live the model stereotype life of a professional man, all the time finding the sissy impulses harder and harder to repress. You will find yourself going to great lengths to create an elaborate a,ternate reality to the real you, always fearful that your ever increasing wardrobe might be found; that your wife might start to get suspicious about your ever increasing ‘late nights at the office’ or ‘out of tow meetings’. The fear of being caught dressed and exposed - it’s always there and it grows more oppressive each day, as the risks you take you indulge your sissy urges grow to a point where they ultimately overwhelm your attachment to your ‘respectable’ lifestyle. Believe me princess - it always ends in tears and misery. Embrace your sissyness now and life will be much easier. Embrace the shame and thrive off it, rather than live in fear of it. When you get to campus today, you will get some reactions - especially from people in your class; people you hang out with. You will get the stares; the whispers - all of the reactions I spoke about earlier. You face will burn with shame and you will be overwhelmed by self-consciousness at first. But the will get used to it - that you are not really the regular young guy they thought you were. And you will need to get used to their reactions, and the way people interact with and relate to you as an ‘out there’ sissy. Some of your friends will cruelly turn their backs on you; some will struggle with it at first but then de de to accept you - but the will react to you differently. Some students that you never associated with before will embrace you because you are different and they think you’re ‘cool’ to hang-out with. You will, sooner or later, get hit on - by guys, not girls - and you will learn how to deal with it. And, oh, the collar! It’s best to just be upfront and tell them that you are living with a sugar-daddy whose paying your way through university and he requires you wear it at all times, as a sign of ownership. Now run along, precious. Today is going to be the most incredible day of your life; one that changes your life forever; and one you will eventually look back on fondly. -- source link