This look was inspired by a period in my life that I recently closed: getting therapy to let go of a
This look was inspired by a period in my life that I recently closed: getting therapy to let go of all those tears that had become acid, because i held them to myself for so long. I don’t like to go personal on social media and I don’t want anybody to feel sort for me, but I hope I can help others with my story. About a year ago I had a break down, I’ve had ones before but this one was serious. Every other time I could feel that it would’t last for very a long time, but this time I didn’t feel anything at all.. From the age of 10 my life hasn’t been quite peaceful, due to disagreements between my parents. My parents didn’t wanted to give up there marriage so they fought for it, which led to me being hurt many times. After my parents got divorced when I was 15, things went better for a while. But it seemed like life was challenging me over and over again for another five years. I knew I had to stop solving everything myself, so I literally bursted into tears in front of my mom and boyfriend, and asked them to help me. And they did, I got professional help to ged rid of the hurtful past I was struggling with for such a long time. At first I was a bit skeptical about how therapie could make me feel better, but I must say It was the best decision I’ve ever made. Every negative memory was just piling up in my head, and it was so hard to get confronted by them. The reason why I started painting my face is because I spent so many hours alone in my bedroom, I found something to express myself with and it was doing makeup. If I din’t had this, things would have been way worse for me. So I hope that one day I can inspire a lot of young boys and girls that are in the same situation as I have been, to find something so they can express themselves. And also… Please find help If you feel like things get out of hand, even though you’re young and you think you’re problems aren’t severe enough. Much love, PunchingPictures -- source link
Tumblr Blog : punchingpictures.tumblr.com